Suddenly I seeee (8)...

I probably had the worst week in my entire life (week isn't over yet haha). Exam, Coursework DEADLINES, stress from university and many other sad events.

R & W - Thank you so much for your support these days. I'm speechless. Ramadhan '07 will have many surprises i believe ;)

Maryam G - No matter what, i luv you. You're always the one to help when there's no-one to guide me in uni. I can't imagine I actually met the DSE deadline. I wouldnt've done it alone. Countdown started ;) Semester one is almost overrrrrr!

Anyway, everything is very very complicated right now, but i know it changed alot in me (i hope). I'm lost.. I don't know who to listen to, who to believe or what to believe. The only thing I know is who to talk to. I'm such a brainless person afterall. Life is freaky.

TaTa.

*Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall in the background*

Another December birthday...

Happy 17th Birthday Dana K :* Mabega shai o teftakain mn sumthing called IB nightmares ;)
Coming up..
Alyaa K turning 15
Darah K turning 15 too
Mimi turned 6 already =)

cousinaaty killekum fe december :P

update.

I am NOT going to do anything stupid. Two phonecalls made me realise I should stay strong and focused in order to get out of this shit. I love you both.

You name it.

I have nothing to say except that i'm in deep shit, and i mean it. Deep SHIT. It's not even my fault.
Thought i'd record that, just in case I do something stupid if I did not find a way out of this.....

iPod Issues?

2 days ago I got this iPod Nano (after a year of being iPod-less) and was so excited. Came home, downloaded i-Fu**ing'-Tunes 7.0.16 or something. And right when I installed it, it kept sending a prompt message indicating that theres a problem with permissions in the registry. I spent good 4 hours trying to just install iTunes :s. Turns out this version is buggy and so many people are experiencing problems/bugs with it. It is common to get a message just like the screen shot below:

Anyway but then I found out this "too technical too risky" solution that sorts the problem out. Whoever finds a difficulty with iTunes, let me know and i'll sort it out hopefully :) :)

Now good nite! Can't open my eyes...

Stewie Annoys Lois

You MUST see this! HAHAHAHA!!!!

Mean World...

I believe writing is the best way to release stress/anger...You don't take it out on people, instead, you just write the thoughts on your mind..

Sadly, I realised that even though you are always there for your friends and loved ones whenever they need a shoulder to cry on, and even though you listen to them when they needed to talk, it doesn't mean they would do the same thing to you.

Things on my mind

- Why do people find it strange or stupid that I miss my mum and sometimes get homesick, even though its my fifth year abroad? It's either they never experienced this feeling or that I'm abnormal...

- The fact that I still can't cook does NOT make me a loser. I will learn when I want to, when I know that no-one is going to make fun of me because my food isn't super yummy.

- People aren't born perfect. They learn something new everyday.

- Quite alot of people don't understand the meaning of being there for someone..

- A lot of people think being there for someone doesn't include being physically available too. A conversation on MSN, AOL or over any other chat bot will never be as good as when you meet up with your friends and talk to them about how you feel or what worries you. The least thing they can do is hug you :(

PS. Dr.Wells - No-one will ever replace you. You're probably the only one that answers my call even if it was 5am, will listen to me, and won't make me feel like a complete idiot. For that, I love you so much.

Oh yeah, Happy Birthday Mimi, I know you've just turned 7, but maybe you'll see this one day when you learn to blog lol =) And cousins + lil sis, theres no barnamaj without you guys ;) Can't wait to see you all here in Summer !!!