Me, Myself and I...

I now understand why I haven't been blogging as much for a long time. It's not because I'm too lazy to write, or have nothing to write. I had and have a lot to write about, it's just that I have been busy sorting things out. I was lost, disappointed and most importantly hurt.

Returning to Bahrain this Easter was definitely a good idea. It helped me clear my mind. I needed that holiday more than ever. I needed to speak to people I trust. People who listen not judge, real ones not plastics.

Doing my own thing with the family and spending so much time catching up and talking to my best friends about all the disappointing events that happened eversince November was really good. I learnt my lesson. I should never trust people just because they're nice to me! To sum this up, I realised that "ان لم تكن ذئباً أكلتك الذئاب" is very true. I'm proud of myself more than ever and can now declare myself a tough cookie and all you losers can dig a hole and ***** yourself. haha

I have one month left in London & then i'll be done with uni. This academic year was the worst in my entire life, but i'm proud that I made it till the end. This makes me a strong person.

TaTa!

PS - i (L) you freak. I need time to freeze..

Suddenly I seeee (8)...

I probably had the worst week in my entire life (week isn't over yet haha). Exam, Coursework DEADLINES, stress from university and many other sad events.

R & W - Thank you so much for your support these days. I'm speechless. Ramadhan '07 will have many surprises i believe ;)

Maryam G - No matter what, i luv you. You're always the one to help when there's no-one to guide me in uni. I can't imagine I actually met the DSE deadline. I wouldnt've done it alone. Countdown started ;) Semester one is almost overrrrrr!

Anyway, everything is very very complicated right now, but i know it changed alot in me (i hope). I'm lost.. I don't know who to listen to, who to believe or what to believe. The only thing I know is who to talk to. I'm such a brainless person afterall. Life is freaky.

TaTa.

*Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall in the background*